Showing posts with label roles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label roles. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Religious Roles: Where Sharing Really is Caring

Parshat Naso

 by Rabbi Avi Billet

 The very last verse in our parsha comes after the concluding and summarizing statement of the sacrifices of the princes. And it seems totally out of place.
“When Moses came into the Communion Tent (Ohel Moed) to speak with [God], he would hear the Voice speaking to him from between the two cherubs on the ark cover over the Ark of Testimony. [God] thus spoke to him.” (7:29) 
 There has been no discussion of Moshe and the Ohel Moed. There was no indication of God’s presence communicating from the near the Ark. This little anecdote is coming out of left field.

 The Alshikh notes the odd placement, how this verse is not connected to what came before it nor to what follows it. “The Rabbis noted (in Tanchuma Behaalotkha 5) the connection between the next parsha and the dedication of the Mizbe’ach (altar). They said that Aharon was thinking and was hurt because all of the tribes had representatives bringing sacrifices and he hadn’t brought anything as a representative of Levi. And God told him, ‘Your portion is greater than theirs because B’haalotkha Et HaNerot (8:2) – when you light the candles – you are doing something none of them can do.’”

 With this background tale, the Alshikh notes, the verse about Moshe communicating with God in the Ohel Moed seems to only serves as an unnecessary interruption! God has to give an answer to Aharon based on what has just happened! Not based on Moshe’s ill-placed communication with the Divine!

 Rashi notes the strange format of the verb which describes God’s speech from between the cherubs. The word in the verse is “Mee-daber” (with the ‘chirik’ vowel) instead of “M’daber” (with the double-dotted shva na vowel) which indicates that God was speaking to Himself, and Moshe was allowed to listen in. 

Alshikh finds this problematic. Because it makes it seem as if Moshe does not belong there. Moreover, the verse says “Va’y’daber Eilav” (And He spoke to him), which indicates that God did speak to Moshe and wasn’t just ‘conversing’ with His own entity. The verse is also proof positive to Moshe’s humility. When he came to engage the Almighty in conversation, he was filled with trepidation and was unable to express anything without permission. That God spoke first indicated that God wanted to speak with Moshe as well. 

Now we can begin to understand why the verse about Moshe appears in between Aharon’s pain and Aharon’s vindication. Because Moshe was also a fine representative of the tribe of Levi. And Moshe had similar thoughts as his brother's, over the lack of Levite representation in the dedication of the Mizbe’ach. 

But Moshe did not complain! Before Moshe could even say anything, God would speak to him to show Moshe the special place he had, the special role he played. And that in life, there are other ways to fill what some may consider a lack in the fulfillment of their religious experiences.

 The verse comes to show us that Moshe and Aharon were in a similar boat in their wanting to be as close to God as the tribal leaders. And they just needed a reminder that what they had was pretty good. What they had was unique, a connection to God that no other individuals had.

 What Moshe and Aharon went through was not on the same level as the Korach tale. Moshe and Aharon always wanted to get closer and closer to God. But the tale of the princes was a very human lesson to Moshe and Aharon, that you don’t need to do it all.

 And, to their credit, Moshe and Aharon did not pull their “I’m the leader” card and bring sacrifices anyway. They didn’t inveigle themselves into a role that was not theirs by nature or by God-appointment.

 In shuls, these kinds of challenges come up all the time. Some shuls have a beautiful system in place in which gabbai roles are shared and rotated and the opportunities to lein and to lead the davening are rotated systematically in order to include as many people as possible (of course assuming that those who assume these roles are qualified and capable to fulfill these responsibilities admirably to the standards of the synagogue).

 And there are places where the same gabbai is gabbai for life (and will never give it up!), and where the same individual rushes to lead the davening or won’t give others the chance to lein at Shabbos mincha. Or where the Maftir Yonah is “owned” by a significant contributor, or certain specialty davenings are “always” led by the same person, or where the otherwise democratic nature of the synagogue is thrown away to satisfy the whims of a selfish individual. Former presidents keep all the keys they had in order not to relinquish an element of “power” held during those years of service. [These examples are culled from years of listening to tales from shul-goers I've met, from all around the country.]

 Moshe and Aharon teach us that people who are capable of leading and of taking on these roles should be able to be “sam’e’ach b’chelkam” (happy with their portion) and should find the strength to be “mevatrim” – people who give up the honors so others can have them. Because there is nothing more honorable or gracious than being able to say, “While I enjoy doing this, the right thing to do is to give someone else a chance. I don’t have to do everything.”

 May we find the strength (and create systems) to share responsibilities with others, and create wholesome shul environments in which jealousy and envy have no place because everyone is willing and ready to let another person have a chance to represent the congregation.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Proper Role Playing

Parshat Bamidbar

by Rabbi Avi Billet

The beginning of our new book informs us of the order of travels, and how the people encamped around the Mishkan (Tabernacle). Those most immediately around the Mishkan were the Levite families, whose jobs consisted of carrying the different parts of the Mishkan. The specific assignments given to the families are enumerated at the end of the Torah portion, and spill over into next week’s parsha.

 We are told at the end of the opening chapter that when they would travel and when they would rest the Levites would disassemble and reassemble the Mishkan, with the warning that “the stranger who came close would die.” (1:51) And, as Rashi notes, this death punishment was to be carried out by God, not by Man.

 If only it were so simple.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Discrimination? Judgment v. Mercy

Parshat Bamidbar

by Rabbi Avi Billet

After the Torah describes the order and population of how the Israelites traveled in the desert, we are told of how the tribe of Levi was not counted with everyone else, nor did they travel amongst the people. Their camp was around the Mishkan, and their jobs focused on the breaking down, carrying and reconstructing the Mishkan as per the travels of the nation.
            
Verse 1:51 says: "When the Mishkan is moved, the Levites shall take it down, and when it is to remain in one place, they shall set it up. Any non-Levite who participates shall die." The instructions are pretty straightforward as to who may or may not participate in these efforts.
            
But the translation easily drops a hidden message embedded in this verse.
            
Rabbenu Bachaye points to eight words in the verse – two groups of four words – that happen to spell out God's name in their "roshei teivot" (acronym). Both times God's name appears backwards, with the "heh" (last letter of God's name) coming in the word "Ha'Leviim."
            
This is not Bible codes. This is not word jumps or counted spaces between letters. Compare the following to the translation given above: "When the Mishkan is moved it will be taken down by Ha'Leviim (Heh) U'vachanot (Vav) HaMishkan (Heh) Yakumu (Yud) [it will be set up by] Ha'Leviim (Heh). V'hazar (Vav) Hakarev (Heh) Yumat (Yud)."
            
(נא) ובנסוע המשכן יורידו אותו ה'לוים ו'בחנות ה'משכן י'קומו אותו ה'לוים ו'הזר ה'קרב י'ומת.


The Tetragrammaton appears in acronym form, twice backwards, in one verse, with no skips between the words that make the letters that spell God's name.

Says Rabbenu Bachaye: "Anytime you find God's name planted backwards in a four-word phrase teaches you about God's trait of judgment. Haman the wicked included God's name when he told his wife that all of the grandeur to which he was honored was meaningless as long as he saw Mordechai sitting in the king's courtyard. [zeh (Heh) einenu (Vav) shoveh (Heh) li (Yud)] Thus God's trait of judgment was unleashed upon him. The verse begins with the missing part of God's name (Vov and Heh – U'vinsoa Hamishkan) and concludes with God's trait of judgment pronounced on the stranger – the non-Levite – who comes close to participate in the service of the Levites. This judgment was demonstrated in the story of Uzah in Shmuel II chapter 6. Interestingly, the reference to God's name begins in both instances here on the word 'Ha'Leviim' because the character of Levi is similarly one of judgment."
            
The reference to Haman is interesting because a statement that Esther makes includes the name of God as well, but with the letters appearing the proper order: "Yavo HaMelekh V'Haman Hayo" – "May the King and Haman come today to the party I am making." The Shem MiShmuel, in his words on Purim from 5671 (1911), mentioned that "It is known that when God's name appears this way in the correct order that it refers to God's trait of Mercy."
            
The appearance of God's name backwards in our verse is not necessarily a bad thing. We know that God has different sides – Judgment and Mercy – both of which are essential for Him to have the impact we envision Him having in our lives.
            
Perhaps one can argue that His attribute of Judgment is what balances us, and His attribute of Mercy is what balances Him.
            
But a line is drawn in the role assigned to the Levites. And this line is essential in our understanding of our roles in Jewish life. Some will call it discrimination, but some will say, it helps me understand what my purpose in life is versus what it is not. The Levites served as judges for the people, and they served God in their roles in the Mishkan. Their roles were for them alone – not to be shared with non-Levites.
            
A non-Levite could have the greatest of intentions, he or she could want to come as close to God as allowable through participating in the breakdown and reconstruction of the Mishkan in the Israelite travels.
            
But God's attribute of Judgment says, "No. That's not your role. And don't even go there."
            
Foul! Unfair! Discrimination! Racism! Down with conservatism! Does God really care! What about equality! Egalitarianism! Fairness!
            
The devout don't cry in this manner, because the devout recognize the balance that God put into His world, and His demands of us. Every one of us has a role, and everyone of us has the opportunity to find a route that helps us connect to God. Sometimes we tap into His attribute of Judgment and come out on top because of our behavior. Sometimes we tap into His attribute of Mercy and come out on top because of His mercy.
            
And our behavior choices can also have us come out on the bottom in both cases.
            
Our challenge is to find and embraceour particular roles, and bring God into the equation as often as we can. Hopefully we're spelling His name properly and not backwards, because in this format we will more often come out on top as we tap into His mercy.
            
But even when His name is spelled backwards, we have a formula for a set of behaviors that help guide us in doing what's right so we can still shine – because we are prepared to be judged – in our everlasting efforts of serving God in the way that is best for each one of us.